I've never felt so refreshed in a long time. I had the most amazing time in Tioman.. surrounded by friends and lovely scenery.
It is only on hindsight that I realise that God was healing my heart - through the new friendships I was forming, the interactions I had with the locals, the astounding richness of marine life, the clear turquoise waters and the white sandy beaches... not to mention the occasional good old beer with the diving gang and feeling so right at home in the water... kekeke.
I think that was why God created nature... to be an instrument of restoration, of rest for the weary and disillusioned soul. God opened my eyes to so many things during this trip. And though the walk ahead is not any easier, I've learnt that life is so much more than what I've originally perceived it to be. And I'm reminded He is so faithful and I am his beloved. Yay! I love you so much too, Lord!
On a lighter note... hee.. I met someone who is sooo close to the guy of my dreams... WAHH. It's just so saddening that the timing is not right.
Ah well.. God, I guess that's when I'm forced to trust in Your plans and not mine. Teach me patience and to wait on you,Lord, even when everything inside me is crying out not to. Please give me strength and a faithful heart to pull through as You try me through this period.