...............Rescued by You
When I thought I've reached the edge....
I was
Staring into the abyss of my aching soul
Seeing only a lonliness that haunts me no end.

Imaginary love
I live in a world of fantasies
Where feelings don't fade
And every look connects
Two hearts that are not meant to be.
And then I realise.
I'm living in my own mind.
Feeding a longing that should have long been gone
Using empty shards of memories
To fill that void inside

Still i will fight
Fight for my own heart
Fight for the glory of God to remain in me
That I will taste the sweet taste of victory
That you have promised me.

I will fight.
For i will not be content
Until I'm fully alive
Until the chains of emotions that bind me
Will be broken free.

I will fight.
And not let anyone replace that void
That should only be filled by You.
Only by You.

Yours truely,
the joker