YAWN.....
Came back from a SJSM nite cycling recee last night and I slept through the whole day. Thank God for the rainy weather, which made snuggling under my covers so very pleasant. My butt is aching no less though, and I'm feeling kinda frustrated and stressed-out suddenly. The kind of feeling I get when i'm overloaded with stuff to do and I don't get time to rest or spend time with Him.
On my To-Do List at the moment: publicity for nite cycling, cell presents, jamming, checking up on masters programme in zoology (NTU), reading up on jellyfishes to prep myself for a possible job at underwater world, spending time with my close buddies before they leave S'pore... etc. Don't get me wrong. I'm happy. But I just get so darn tired of myself when I can't say no to things. And I start running around like a mad monkey. Major lousy flaw. Sigh. There are times when I wish that I'm just a simple country gal staying on a farm and worrying only about village school and harvesting carrots and cabbages. Mmmmmm...
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I dunno why I love rain so much. But I do.
It helps to quieten my heart. It gives me an excuse to slow down. It reminds me of the times when I was at my lowest and God picked me up...