Groovin' it up! Yeah.. been so busy preparing for christmas eve dance lately that time just flies... but it's really amazing to see how it's all coming together and shaping up. We had our first practice with the band and singers on sat. It was surprising quite smooth-sailing... though dancin to live music is way diff from dancin to a CD.

I need to set my heart right before God again.. Creative worship is incredibly challenging -it's so powerful, but at the same time destructive if we don't do it with the right heart and aim.

Sometimes i feel like i'm being thrown off the deep end - havin to lead a whole team, bring up the standard of the dancers, co-ordinate with the band, the singers and the choreographer, help the dancers understand how to worship God through dance and to care for their spiritual health, ministering to them when the need arises... all these plus having to care for my own heart and protect my walk with God. Totally overwhelmed.

It's not that i don't have the time. It's whether i'm capable enough. Lord, how do i seek you in all these? I want to be a good leader, but sometimes it means having to take a stand on certain issues when i'll much rather fade into the background and avoid being in a potentially antagonizing situation.