My soul grieves...

Never did move on totally
Lying to myself that
When you decided on the other
It was a hell lot better for me

I continued walking
Oblivious to that ache
In the depths of my soul
And time started to heal

Then you came sailing back
On a wave of shattered dreams
To my embrace you returned
To seek solace once more

I would do anything for you
And you knew that from the start
Do what you will
And I will smile

Why did I suddenly break?
Perhaps just once
I want you to be strong for me
And show me that you still care

I became a phone-starer just for you
Waiting for a release
That will perhaps never come
And then time will once again
Wash away the silent tears I'm shedding for you

My soul grieves
For all that has passed
For all that we've had
For the love lost
For the us
That can never be
Because you chose it that way


Dear Father,
I will come back to the foot of the cross. You promise to make me complete... and I will choose to wait for you.