Ahhh.. Shyan's leaving Singapore tomorrow... suddenly realised how attached i've been to her... nothing beats having a female chummy-chum to hang around with, to share your deepest pains and joy with.. someone to clown around with.. someone who's as blur as absent-minded as me... haha (that's u, baby gal!)
Hmmm... but guess it's time to really start working on my thesis..been distracted long enough... i realise studying has never been top of my priority list..darn~ when did my attitude change? I really don't care if i don't do so well.. ok.. maybe i will... but i have no drive to wanna do something bout it..strangE yah. can't even understand myself .
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It's been exactly 6months since we became friends again...ahhh.. how time flies.. but i'm so glad our promise to each other still holds... it doesn't give me something to hope for in vain, but it does give me courage to keep working towards our ultimate goal.. Don't give up and let time erase these memories my dearest peepee...
I think God has it all planned out... the pain still comes.. sporadically... but i'm praying that God will instill a sense of eternity in me...that i may view this period of sorrow as but a mere window in the course of life...
There's a little space in my heart right now that will always be reserved for you.. and indeed may you fill it one day with the friendship we're all striving towards now.

Hum Dum Hum Dum....
my bro's POP's today... haha.. actually quite excited about it... really can't imagine my baby bro being grown up.. but that's the way life goes yeah.. it keeps on moving on... so don't close your eyes for too long.. cuz you don't wanna be left behind when you finally open them again.