Wow.. it's been ages since i updated.
I went for my first job training at Tioman and it was a wondrous holiday.. opps, i mean work... indeed.
Right now, i'm holding two stable jobs -
1>project-basis with ecofieldtrips,
and 2> part-timing at the marine lab in nus (i'll go full-time with them from october onwards as i'm taking over a major coral reef project from a friend who's going off to do her masters). Lots of things that needs to be learnt and revised. But it's all lovely stuff! It's like being back in university? But only needing to study all the subjects I love? Hehehe...

So yes, my life's picking up again. I'm glad and way, way excited! But this time, i'm not gonna let work steal all my time with my loved ones.. God, help me remember that what really matters to You are the hearts of the people. And I want Your desires to be mine too. So help me not to get distracted from what You've ultimately called me to do, Jesus.

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Hmmm....
Sometimes I just don't understand my own heart. Sigh~.
Waiting is a good idea. But why the confusion?
Should I explore the possibility, knowing that there's a chance that my heart will say no?
I can feel myself going into 'critical' mode. Ugh.
Evaluating every single thing. Not good.
The urge to run away is growing everyday.
The problem is I don't exactly know what I'm running from.

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