Won't ever allow myself to fall in love
Because I end up not being good enough
Once again
Same story repeating itself
Different faces
Same feeling of vulnerability and pain
When will my heart ever learn
That sometimes I simply won't be enough
For anyone I care so damn much about
I'm sick of ambiguity
I'm sick of feeling insecure
And of trying to convince myself that I have no reason to feel that way
when there IS every reason to feel that way
I'm sick of people telling me what to do
I'm sick of always making the first move
~_~
She dreams of being pursued wildly, of being loved
unconditionally, unreservedly
with total abandonment
By her knight in shining armor
Who protects her vulnerability fiercely, and with all that he has
Oh how lovely a little girl's dream is..
And that, it shall always remain - a dream.
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believe God will in His time bring you to the place of freedom and there'll be such power and peace trusting in the Father's everlasting love for you.
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